Tonight, no sleep, a cup of tea, standing on the window, look out the window, lighting point, listening ears, vaguely bird. Home at night, alone, unconsciously, he lit a cigarette, fen pen on paper.
Dapple of Apple's native land, carrying him too many times, gone accent, he ever thought that a native of him. Mother was old and had no strength to beat him, father is tired, and no effort to call him sth His wandering, evoked by telephone on the care of parents, he go home to visit% 3C% 3E family this time, only one or two days, accompanied the parents talk. He had his own business, he has a family of his own, rarely, phones rarely, he increasingly far away from home, only at holidays, only tobacco and wine gifts, parents kept him, he didn't want to.
Faintly in the dream, he is known to have returned to the House, corner of tears, he knows he wants to, he wanted to give parents a call, night has a deep, parents are already asleep, he didn't want to disturb them, do not want to wake up beside his wife and children, and he quietly sitting in bed, smoking cigarettes, lost in memories.
In front of the village, there was a small pond Wow, home land just on the edge of summer vacation, he always carried his parents secretly enjoy the drilling of pools, each one caught by their parents, he would be beaten, after every guarantee, he will make a mistake. He hate his father, why not stay with his fish, he hate his mother, why don't you swill enjoy, he still remembers, he has asked his parents, parents not to tell him.
Housing Qian, has PEAR a tree, father year mountain Shi picked up back of, he home no yard, often results season, village total love secretly of picked down eat, he more than once of called had village people, parents propitiate he: eat has on eat has, no can deal of, he asked parents: this is home planted of, we does not to, they with what picked down eat, parents does not answer he, until now, he also remember, accidentally asked up, parents still does not told he.
His son, 6 years old this year, in addition to snacks and vegetables don't usually eat, wife to blame him: you are genetic, old does not eat vegetables, small also does not eat vegetables, he does not blame his wife, he is polite, has always been no shortage of meat, snack eating, never seen my parents is what to eat. His parents, often to cook a bowl of soup, a few steamed bread, he had not witnessed, are heard from neighbors that, he does not understand, he asked why parents, parents only quibble, no, that will do.
Home loans, car loans, son to elementary school, living under increasing pressure, small husband and wife in a hurry doesn't know how to be good, he has wants to sell the car, his wife called him: everybody, don't you let other kids do look down on my son, he is able to understand or stick. He had wanted to resign to go, one found its way into the field, his wife called him: smaller children, don't you let him do you think dad every day, he can understand, also did not persist. Son good snack, wife tube, never let him eat, spoiled son, he always secretly buy, eat him to keep away from. Wife always blame him, was he brought bad son, and he's just smirking, son is small, growing up just fine. At this moment, he thought of the past, at this very moment, he thought of the parents, there was not this the father does, high school winter of that year, father to ride a bike in more than 70, send money to send him food, go to University, is mother to resident wage earners behind him, give him a laundry delivery sth Parents are very old, and he has not once like a kind of honor your father.
He called his beasts as well, why so much, but also funded by parents, he called his beast, and why parents are ill, he is not around. Wife cursed the mother, you have too many old people a meddler, the mother does not answer, just cry, he slapped his wife, told her to apologize, wife slam the door, and never returned, mother says: forget it, she is a baby, not to blame. He begged his parents, pleaded with them to move and stay with their parents refuse to, the cottage parents breaking up year after year. He knew why parents refused to move, afraid the way, afraid of him to worry about. Wife will never agree, the mother told him to say, he has repeatedly put up again.
This year, he was very tired, frustrated, family fun, he and his wife always quarrel, coordination of fighting went to the police station had four or five times. He does not hate his wife, hate his mother heartless, small fights between husband and wife, mother just let two of his divorce, is abetting brother in low, to have someone waste him, he is not afraid, I'm afraid son's life more difficult in the future, he put up again. He got to know, why their parents did not divorce until he was 23 years old, he finally understood, the parents emotional feud, again reluctantly, be patient for 20 years, is all about him. Parents had proposed him for the divorce, they show, he is not willing, after all, his wife, his love, his son was not willing to fuck. Peace parents brought him to the mother house, wife, according to father a blow, hit in the face, his father did not speak, mother is crying, he would not leave, parents persuade him: I know that you put down, still adhere to adhere to it. Wife has come back, very few parents, festivals, only he and his son, his wife will not last. He is very upset, also very regret, they are sorry parents, he would like to say sorry and parents, he said, did not dare to say.
He screwed out of cigarettes, and turned off the lamp, quietly lie down, has long been the noise out of the window, sell yo-heave-HO earlier, twittering birds ' chirping, intermittent sound by sth That night, will eventually have to have passed, he is clear, and very calm. He put on the clothes, pick up a few to wash clothes in a bag, he should go back to, back to home.
Sons were still asleep, he kissed his forehead, and he wakes up, as is aware of what seems to have, very quietly said: dad, what do you want to travel? No, went to see her grandparents, did you go to? Good Ah. What about your mother won't let you go? We told her that we secretly went to. Okay, you get up, we go.
He went to the unit, a one-week unpaid leave, leaders know that he leave, there is not much question, just told him to adjust their own, as soon as possible to roll back to a previous state, he agreed, finished for my son, also left.
Wife had a dozen phone calls, he's too lazy to answer, he knew, his wife will not let him go home, she will call him, he might try and turn off the machine. Son, let him turn on, give MOM a message: we go out, do not worry, thank you! He made, his wife replies: well, I was at home waiting for you, take care all the way, say hello to MOM and Dad for me.
Drive train sloshing sloshing, familiar mountains, familiar with the field came into sight, son simply crying out, Oh, at grandparents House myself. He laughed, and son laughed.
Home window, close, keep young heart.
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